It is finally summer vacation and I am TRYING hard to rest. I have a couple of weeks off and then I will be doing Kentucky Reading Project for the last two weeks of June. I am very excited about this and I am looking forward to it. I will also be hosting a book club for 4th and 5th grade students through 4-H for a week in July. I am excited to be supporting summer reading. That was such a big part of my life as a child and my own children's lives.
While Lyndsey and I were sitting in the living room this week, she was emptying her camera of hundreds of pictures and she came across a picture of she and me from Labor Day 2010. I could tell how much she had changed and matured this year, but I didn't want her to know that! What she said was "Here is a picture of you and me before you were sick." Now, we all know that I had MS then too, but I asked her if I looked different now, I needed to know! She said "No, but it was just different then."
I know that this has changed me, physically and emotionally, but I don't think anyone ever thinks much about how it changes a family. Until this year, I have never missed an event that one of my children were a part of, now I have to usually get the recap from Aaron. Many evenings I am too tired to go, and if you knew me "when" you know how much that bothers me.
Summer break is going to be not just a good time to rest, but hopefully a good time to make more memories.